April 2011
March 2011
When i'm trying to cheer up my friend.
lovatoamazed:
And then they just stay sad. It’s like..
If I text a person in the same room as me, I stare...
and then when they get it and they look at me, they’re like
and I’m like
lol totally herp derp
I don't
know who I am or what I’m doing. I feel like I’m non-existant. Like everything I’ve ever known has just floated away from me. All I need is my books and my music and my lonliness. I hate feeling like this. I get like this so often it’s ridiculous.
Blah. Anyway.
Gym. Was fun. Saw Blake- I flahurted with him and he was totally sweaty. Yummm.
Haha John got to teach the...
I'm
Always going to need people in my life. Sometimes people just drift away from each other because their interests and directions in life are completely different. It’s something that can’t be changed. I need to learn to let go, and stop holding on to the past. If you want to stay in my life, make an effort to stay there.
Ic and Brandon are not who I need them to be. They don’t...
apocalypsemania:
samime
WHY DOES THIS SONG...
ALL I DO
Is fucking eat.
but besides that; win.
Open both tabs. Then lay on bed, and act like...
Oh damn. This is some depressed magic.
hurryupcomeon:
sublimeglow:
Tab 1 and Tab 2
DO IT.
Forever depressed
FUCK
Everything
I
Don’t know where I’m going, what I’m doing, or even what I’m thinking. As of this moment in time, I’m so alone. I feel like I’m just floating in the abyss of nothingness, accomplishing nothing, spending everything, and losing hope. I hate this feeling I have right now. I just want to sleep forever.
I love the people at the gym. They’re so nice, and...
UGH
I hate you alluc.com!
I’m trying to watch million dollar baby and I have to wait thirty minutes or pay to see the rest of it. Damn you.
Anyway-
I might have the job at Fox and Hound- I really hope so. I need the money. I also need to stop spending what I do have. I don’t want my parents to think I’m irresponsible and stupid. I have to do better.
I was lazy and didn’t...
FU
I just love my stupid, ugly, infected face. I seriously want to hide under a rock, and cover my head up.
I want to shave my head and get a wig.
Oh well. Gotta live with what I have. Someone has it much worse than me.
Saw a hot guy at the gym today. Said he’s gonna come err day. Sweet. Name’s Blake.
intheglitteringdark:
hermiju:
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